Wednesday, March 26, 2025

Book Review: The House No One Sees by Adina King

The House No One SeesThe House No One Sees by Adina King
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Gutting!

The House No One Sees by Adina King is an eye-opening, gutting revelation of the impact of a mother’s opioid addiction on her young daughter and parents and the community’s response (or lack thereof) to the child’s obvious need for help. The author combines prose and verse to tell the devastating story, which further heightens its impact on the reader. This was one of those stories where you can feel the outcome well before the tale’s end, but, like a trainwreck, you can’t look away nor put the book down.

On her 16th birthday, Penelope “Penny” Ross is beckoned to her childhood home by desperate and ominous text messages from her estranged mother. When she steps across the threshold, the memories of her traumatic life flood her mind and emotions, crippling her with the weight beneath the chaos as she slowly advances through its rooms in search of her mother.

The circumstances of Penny’s past are heartbreaking, stark, and all too real, especially if the reader experienced a similar situation growing up. Penny was emotionally torn apart repeatedly as her family cycled through her mother’s drug use, rehab, premature release, and uneasy reunions, only for her mother to succumb to her addiction over and over again. All the while, Penny is obviously struggling, bullied by fellow students, and leaned on by some school administrators to get her act together and follow the rules and be like everyone else, concepts she’s completely ignorant of and ill-equipped to attain on her own. Her grandparents also struggle to help their daughter and try to keep their granddaughter safe as they work through the sluggish government processes and health systems. Time and again, as her mother relapses, Penny is subjected to neglect, abuse, and danger, at the mercy of the rollercoaster of addiction.

I recommend THE HOUSE NO ONE SEES to young adult fiction readers.

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Tuesday, March 25, 2025

Virtual Book Tour & Giveaway: Cops & Robbers (Parker City Mystery, #5) by Justin M. Kiska

COPS & ROBBERS

by Justin M Kiska

March 10 - April 4, 2025 Virtual Book Tour

Synopsis:

Cops & Robbers by Justin M Kiska

PARKER CITY MYSTERIES

 

Spring, 1985 . . .

Just north of Parker City in the small town of Wakeville, a string of robberies have the residents of the quiet community on edge. Then, when two homes in one of Parker City’s wealthiest neighborhoods are broken into on the same night, PCPD Detectives Ben Winters and Tommy Mason wonder if the crime wave has spilled into their jurisdiction. There’s one chilling difference, though. This time, the intruders left a dead body behind in their wake.

As Ben and Tommy delve into the investigation, what initially appears to be a robbery gone wrong soon unravels into something far more sinister. Their pursuit of the truth leads them down a path, uncovering ties to a crime spree that shook Baltimore fifty years earlier. As past and present collide, the young detectives must race to find a killer driven by a motive buried deep in the past.

Book Details:

Genre: Traditional Mystery - Police Procedural with a dual timeline element
Published by: Level Best Books
Publication Date: February 18, 2025
Series: PARKER CITY MYSTERIES; 5 [Amazon | Goodreads]
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1985

Tommy Mason sat in his beat-up, but much-loved, Bronco on the side of the road. His hands rested on the steering wheel as his eyes focused on the rearview mirror. Behind him, an unmarked police car with a red bubble light on its roof pulled up and parked. This certainly wasn’t how Tommy was expecting to start the day, being pulled over on his way to work. What he’d been pulled over for, he had no idea. He drove this stretch of road every day. He knew the speed limit. There were no stop signs or red lights to run. The Bronco was just in the shop, so he knew there were no lights out or any sort of violations that a cop would think it necessary to pull him over for. And his license plate tags were up-to-date. He was going to have some questions for whoever this patrol officer was.

Keeping his eyes on the rearview mirror, he watched as the door to the police car swung open and a square, rather unkept looking officer stepped out. Tommy raised an eyebrow as he watched him approach the Bronco. The officer was wearing a pair of dark Aviator sunglasses and a blue windbreaker with a badge pinned to his chest. He looked as though he hadn’t shaved in a couple of days and could use a comb to run through his hair. As he sauntered up to Tommy’s window, he placed a traditional eight-point police hat on his head to complete the official appearance.

“Huh…” Tommy grunted, watching the cop giving the Bronco a thorough, yet overly exaggerated examination. “This is going to be fun.”

When he reached the driver’s side of the truck, Tommy rolled down the window and gave the officer his trademark thousand-watt smile. The same smile that had gotten him out of so many jams in the past. Incidentally, it had also been the cause of a few problems as well. But he preferred to think of the good his smile had done. And might do for him again.

“Good morning, officer. What seems to be the problem?” He tried to sound as cheery as possible.

Tommy expected some sort of response, but instead found himself staring silently at his own reflection in the officer’s sunglasses while the man chewed on an enormous wad of gum.

When he finally spoke, he said, “I’m Officer Smith with the Parker City Police Department. Do you know why I pulled you over this morning?”

“Officer Smith? I can’t say that I do. I don’t think I was speeding. But I guess I could have been. You see, I’m just traveling through Parker, so I don’t know the area all that well,” Tommy lied.

“Well, you were speeding back there, sir. Sorry to say. It happens sometimes. But unfortunately, I had to pull you over. It’s all about safety. You understand.”

“Dang, Officer! I really didn’t mean to be speedin.’” Tommy had suddenly taken on an accentuated southern drawl. “I guess it’s just such a nice mornin’ I wasn’t paying much attention. Look how beautiful that sky is. So bright blue. I just love the spring. Don’t you?”

“Spring is very nice but–”

“And I was just thinkin’ about all the flowers. It’s been a bang-up season for the flowers this year. Have you noticed how vibrant the flowers have been? I think that’s the best word for them. Vibrant.

“I really haven’t–”

“I mean, I’m not much of a flower guy, to be honest with you. But something about them this year just got to me. My girlfriend’s always bringing home fresh flowers. I guess I’ve started paying attention to them.”

Trying to take control of the conversation, the officer raised his voice slightly. Tommy could hear a hint of irritation, but Smith was trying to keep himself in check. Tommy admired that. “Sir. If I could please see your license and registration card.”

“Officer…Smith? Was it? I really am sorry about this. Was I really goin’ that fast that you need to give me a ticket? I didn’t feel like I was goin’ too fast. Not that this old bucket of bolts can even get its giddy-up on to start with. I mean, maybe you could just give me a warning. And I promise the next time I come through Parker City I’ll drive real slow.”

“I need to see your license and registration, sir.”

Tommy leaned over and opened the glove box, rifled around looking for the Bronco’s registration for a moment, then popped back up and said, “Really, I’m very sorry. I must have been daydreamin.’ You see, I’m plannin’ on askin’ my girlfriend to marry me. I’m on my way home. I was in Baltimore for a job last night. And tonight I’m taking Suzanne out…Suzanne’s my girlfriend…I’m taking Suzanne out to dinner to pop the question. She’s gonna be so surprised. She didn’t think I was ever gonna ask her. But I am. I asked her father’s blessing and everything. It’s gonna be perfect.”

“Uh huh. Well, it sounds like you’re a man in love.” The officer’s stone-cold demeanor began to melt. A smile slowly spread across his lips. “Maybe there is something we could do.”

“That would be so great. I would really appreciate it. Because I really have to be going. But not too fast!” Tommy forced a laugh. He knew he must sound completely ridiculous.

“Let me think here. If I write you up and turn in the speeding ticket as is, it could be a few hundred dollars in fines. Plus, you’ll have to show up in traffic court. Nobody likes that. The judge might even say you have to go back to driving school.”

“You’re kiddin’?” Tommy’s eyes went wide, dutifully playing his part.

“Let’s see. What can I do?” Smith made a show of scratching his head while he looked off at some point in the distance. “What say you just give me fifty dollars to take care of the warning notice fee right here and we’ll be square. I’ll be able to let you get on your way and I’ll fill out all the paperwork later.”

“A warning notice fee,” Tommy repeated. “Well, fifty sounds better then three hundred any day.”

“Hey, not all policemen are hardasses. And you’re right. It’s a nice day. You caught me in a good mood,” Smith said, a smirk curling the side of his lip. “So, fifty dollars and it’s all taken care of.”

“Okay. I just want to make sure I got this. I just have to pay you fifty dollars for the warning notice fee and we’ll be all good? No ticket? No traffic court?”

“That’s right.”

“But you still need my license and registration so you can get my name for the paperwork. Right?” Tommy asked, reaching into his back pocket.

“Um. Yeah. Right. I need your name and address for the warning.”

Tommy handed over a black leather wallet and smiled. He watched intently as Officer Smith opened it. He could only imagine what Smith’s eyes looked like behind the sunglasses.

“Wha…what’s this?” Smith asked.

“You see, that is a real Parker City Police Department badge,” Tommy said leveling his gaze. “And you can see by my ID card that my name is Detective Thomas Mason. I know everyone in the PCPD. Who the hell are you?”

Before Smith could answer, Tommy raised his service revolver from beneath the edge of the window. The color drained from the imposter’s face. Tommy knew exactly what was about to happen, so he was fully prepared. As the fake cop dropped the badge wallet, Tommy flung open the driver’s side door, hitting Smith square in the hip. Losing his balance, Smith stumbled and fell to his knees. Tommy swung the door again, this time hitting him full-on in his side, sending him sprawling across the pavement. Before he could even think about getting up, still dazed from the unexpected blows, Tommy was standing over him with his foot firmly in the middle of his back.

“You, dipshit, are under arrest for impersonating a police office and ruining my good mood.”

***

Excerpt from Cops & Robbers by Justin M Kiska. Copyright 2025 by Justin M Kiska. Reproduced with permission from Justin M Kiska. All rights reserved.

 

 

Author Bio:

Justin M Kiska

When not sitting in his library devising new and clever ways to kill people (for his mysteries), Justin can usually be found at The Way Off Broadway Dinner Theatre, outside of Washington, DC, where he is one of the owners and producers. In addition to writing the Parker City Mysteries Series, which includes Now & Then (Finalist for the 2022 Silver Falchion Award for Best Investigator), Vice & Virtue, Fact & Fiction (Killer Nashville Top Pick and Finalist for the Chanticleer CLUE Award), and Black & White, he is also the mastermind behind Marquee Mysteries, a series of interactive mystery events he has been writing and producing for nearly twenty years. Justin and his wife, Jessica, live along Lake Linganore outside of Frederick, Maryland.

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Review:

5 stars!

Another intriguing mystery with its roots in the past. 

Cops & Robbers is the fifth outing for Parker City’s crack detective team, Sgt. Ben Winters and Tommy Mason, in Justin M. Kiska’s outstanding Parker City Mystery series. With its absorbing and puzzling dual timeline plot and engaging recurring main characters, as with the previous books, I couldn’t put this one down either. 

The setting is 1985 Maryland, as Parker City’s two-person Detective Bureau confronts two burglaries that occur on the same day in the wealthier section of the city. Already aware of a burglary ring operating unhindered in the neighboring community of Wakeville, Detective Sergeant Ben Winters and Detective Tommy had been on the alert that their town may eventually be targeted for its juicier pickings. However, from the start, the two Parker City break-ins don’t match the established MO of the Wakeville crimes. At the first home, the thieves pass up all the usual valuables to grab a heavy floor safe, and in the second, the homeowner, a beloved society woman, is murdered. With few clues to work on and a lot of scrutiny from higher-ups, Ben and Tommy are under pressure to solve the cases and stop what looks like a deadly crime spree. 

As is the case in the previous novels in this series, the plot also includes a storyline from the city’s past with implications for the present. In this instance, the story moves to 1927 and features a series of home invasion burglaries in another wealthy residential area in nearby Baltimore. As the number of burglaries mounts and a death occurs, Baltimore’s top detective, Lt. Cranshaw, is assigned to get to the bottom of things quickly. In a unique twist, the local crime boss is also invested in finding and stopping the unknown perpetrators from poaching on his territory without permission, and it becomes a race between the two to get to the burglars first. 

This unusual double police procedural moves quickly with Ben and Tommy in their timeline and Cranshaw in his methodically working their leads and following their gut instincts. The historical details of both eras were fascinating and fun, with at least one Easter Egg from past stories casually inserted into the narrative, and there was an excellent suspect in the more modern timeline who I really had trouble trusting. The two stories eventually converge as Ben and Tommy investigate, and the final resolution is plausible and satisfying. Even though this book is the fifth in the series, it can easily be read and enjoyed on its own. However, each book in the series keeps getting better and better, and none should be missed. 

I recommend COPS & ROBBERS to readers of historical mysteries and historical police procedurals, especially those who would enjoy a Maryland setting.




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Release Blitz: Vengeful CONspiracies (Sadie Sabatini Mystery, #2) by Nicole Leiren


Vengeful CONspiracies
The Sadie Sabatini Mystery Series
by
Nicole Leiren

Cozy Mystery
Publisher: Harbor Lane Books, LLC
Publication Date: March 25, 2025
Page count: 229 pages


SYNOPSIS:

Sadie Sabatini is settling into her new life in Wilson, Texas. She's making friends and her business, Tesoro, is starting to thrive. But the past is never far behind. When two of her former team members come for a visit, they bring trouble in the form of a mutual enemy set on revenge threatening to disrupt Sadie's fresh start.

She can't turn her back on her team, though. They've been through too much together. The more Sadie tries to help, the more she suspects she might be the target of the con this time. With forces conspiring against her, the outcome of her decisions, both past and present, weigh heavily and make her question the choices she made leading to this point.

When their mutual enemy is found dead, alliances are tested, and wits are matched as the race to the truth reveals who can be trusted and who is running their final con. 

VENGEFUL CONSPIRACIES is book 2 in the Sadie Sabatini Mystery series by USA Today Bestselling author, Nicole Leiren!

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Described by those who know her best as perky, quirky and effervescent, USA Today Best-Selling author Nicole Leiren likes to have fun -- in life, with her characters and, of course, her readers. She admits to being sassy (just ask her mother!) and inspiration for her characters are drawn from the real-world heroes and heroines she meets while traversing the country.

Nicole enjoys sharing the love, laughter, mystery, and occasionally a touch of the mayhem she forces her characters to endure—all for the reader’s pleasure! Her real-world heroes and heroines will keep you turning the pages until you reach the whodunit or happily ever after (usually both!)

 

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Book Blast & Giveaway - Life in Rotations: A Memoir by Farid Yaghini


Life in Rotations
A Memoir
by
Farid Yaghini

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Memoir
Publisher: Tellwell Talent
Publication Date: February 11, 2025
Page count: 176 pages

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SYNOPSIS:
Farid Yaghini's unforgettable memoir takes you on a journey from escaping persecution in Iran to rebuilding a life in Canada and serving on the frontlines with the Canadian military. Filled with humour, heart, and unflinching honesty, his story of resilience, redemption, and the founding of Camp Aftermath will inspire you to believe in the power of hope and human connection.




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On the fourth night, I woke to my mother shoving bread into my jacket sleeves. Everyone around us was scrambling, panicked. The smugglers were making their move. My mother, my two-year-old sister, and I were crammed into the back of an SUV, sitting on jerry cans. One popped open, drenching us in gasoline. The driver, cigarette in hand, barely seemed to notice.

Hours later, we stopped in the middle of the desert. Just as we climbed out, headlights appeared in the distance. Without hesitation, our smugglers jumped back into their vehicles and tore off, leaving us stranded in the open. We ran for cover, crouching behind a hill as the approaching vehicles roared past. Not border patrol—just more smugglers.

Separated from my parents, I was sent off with my cousins and a group of young boys. This should have been terrifying, but to seven-year-old me, it was an adventure. No rules, no bedtime. We hid behind restaurants, rode in the backs of pickup trucks, and dodged guards at the border. One smuggler, Shahpur, fascinated me—his hand always on the gun in his jacket pocket. The day he set it down on a car hood, I touched it, awed.

Weeks later, I was reunited with my parents. I hadn’t seen them in so long that I forgot to be scared. But when I overheard them whispering about never returning home, I finally understood. We weren’t going back to Iran. Ever.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR:

Farid Yaghini was born in Iran and fled to Pakistan with his family to escape religious persecution following the Islamic Revolution of 1979. At the age of nine, he immigrated to Canada as a refugee, navigating the confusion and frustration of adapting to a new way of life. Through it all, he carried a deep sense of resilience, hope, and an irrepressible knack for finding humour, even in the most challenging moments.




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Release Blitz & Giveaway: The Unveiled Fling (Boys of Bragg, #4) by Randa Knight


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The Unveiled Fling

Boys of Bragg Book 4

by Randa Knight

Genre: Military Romance



One costume is all it takes to change everything.

 

Joel

My dream girl unexpectedly falls into my life, but with only one weekend together, she’s left me craving more. When she reappears, warnings from my friends urge me to stay away, but I can’t. I keep finding reasons to see her. Talk to her. Be near her.

Can I convince her to give our connection a chance?

 

Sami

I never imagined encountering my Comic Con fling among my sister’s social circle, only to have him play the role of a stranger. Despite his charming demeanor, Joel doesn’t fit my usual type of nerdy guys. But as I discover more about him, I question whether there’s more beneath his confident exterior.

Can he show me that opposites attract in the most unexpected ways?

 

Will they give in to their feelings and give their romance a chance, or will they let their differences and their friends keep them apart?

 

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Monday, March 24, 2025

Book Tour & Giveaway - The End: Alpha by Aaron Ryan


The End: Alpha
The End, Book One
by
Aaron Ryan

YA Christian Sci-Fi/Dystopian
Publisher: CM LLC
Publication Date: March 4, 2025
Page count: 289 pages

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SYNOPSIS:

When a man in power believes he's God, mankind doesn't have a prayer.

When Constantine Jedidiah Goodfellow shot up through the senate, people were all-too surprised and delighted to see someone in the prime of life wanting to heal wounds, bring people together, and bring peace, so they elected him President. His aim, however, was to bring the exact opposite.

The year is 2113, and Christianity is under siege. A massive virus has torn across the planet and killed off half of the world’s population and its leaders. Goodfellow, having changed his name to “Nero” in honor of the Roman emperor, has declared himself de facto leader over the remainder of mankind, and commenced the eradication of Christianity.

In a small community outside Chicago, Illinois, 18-year-old Sage Maddox is endowed with wisdom and street smarts well beyond his years. Though his entire family has been killed off by “Guardians” – deceptively-named and ruthless killing machines dispatched by Nero – he is determined to do his part to bring much-needed justice and restore safety to Christians throughout the world.

Simultaneously, the worlds of both Colonel Thomas Drexler of The Defiance, and Nero's most High Vassal Maximillian are on a collision course in a high-stakes game of cat and mouse.

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CHAPTER 1: Sage

1 . 1 . 2113 ∙ Maple Park, IL

 Ξ          Ξ          Ξ 

Some people are just wolves in sheep’s clothing; we all know that now.

All that glitters is not gold, and so on and so forth.  We all learned the hard way, and now, all of us were living in raw, cold fear.

We were running from Nero 24/7.

When he burst onto the scene in the Senate in 2104, most of us didn’t really know who he was.  I was too young anyway.  That wasn’t his name then, of course: it was Constantine Jedidiah Goodfellow. But history has always been rewritten by those in power as they see fit; it’s happening even now, certainly.  There will be no mention of forced edicts, or worship…or even the Guardians.  But we know they exist.  I definitely do.  My whole family knew they existed just before they were shot down and deprived of life, right after dad hid me.

We should have seen it coming. With a name like his, you might think that such a person was all good.  Constantine means steadfast.  Jedidiah means beloved of the Lord.  Goodfellow means, well, good fellow.

That’s why no one saw it coming.

I wish the stupid virus had never happened.  That unquestionably set the stage for Nero to do what he did, and we, in our foolish blindness and extreme naiveté, trusted him.  But all such wishing is futile, right?  You can’t go back.  None of us can.  You can’t go home again. Forward is the only option, even if forward is through grinding metal and scorching flames, and all of us depending on the guy next to us to toe the line and hold firm in the faith.

No one even really knew how the virus happened.  Unfortunately, there was a lot of supposition that Christians had spread it.  There was nothing empirical ever presented for that accusation, but Nero ran with it, using it as grounds for further dissent.  And then you had the wackos, the nationalists, and the crazies who whipped a lot of people up into a frenzy with scare tactics and polarizing viewpoints that galvanized people into negative action.  You had Christians committing assassination attempts, thinking Nero was the antichrist.  You had Christian preachers going crazy and stirring up dissension against him.  The simple, pure message of the gospel itself got swallowed up in message dilution.  People erroneously relinquished the gospel in favor of something far more aggressive.

That’s when the riots happened.  A bunch of hotheads cried out for justice, pleading with others to take back our capitol, take back our country, take back our world for Christ.  Their intentions were honorable; their execution sucked.  That just added more fuel to the anti-Christian fire and spawned a lot of negative sentiment toward those who called Jesus Lord.  It ended up being far too much to recover from reputationally, which gave Nero far too much license to stamp out Christianity for good.  A lot of us did it to ourselves, frankly.

And then, no one was strong enough to oppose him.  Before we knew what hit us, he and his military tech were empowered beyond measure. Beyond restraint.  And where you have empowerment without oversight, you have a god complex.

Christianity itself, once the bedrock of our country’s democratic and ethical principles, became the scourge of the world: of ill repute, undesirable, and a government-labeled ‘unholy threat.’ All because Nero was at the helm.

And then came The Cleansing.

I was lost in thought, shaking my head at the memory and the horror of all of it.

“Sage, you still alive over there, buddy?”

His question jerked me out of my reveries.  My eyes were released from the mesmerizing amber licks of the fire.  I turned to Hunter, my best friend.  His brow was furrowed as he watched me, his face framed by the fake flames coming from the artificial fireplace in front of us.

But not just the flames.  From the back of his neck came the amber glow.  The glow from the mark.

Same as me.  Same as nearly everyone in here.

I nodded.  “Just thinking.  About time to hit the hay anyway,” I replied in a melancholy drone.

“Man, you said it.  I’m worn out.”

“Me too.  I’ve done three years’ worth of Remembrance in just one night.”

He chuckled and nodded solemnly.

Remembrance.  That’s what Swifty called it.  It was like what the Vietnamese and other cultures did.  The Kinh people believed that the incense they lit would lead those who had died to safe passage.  They believed it would guide them home as well.  They did it in remembrance, and they were very intentional about it.

I guess when over half of the world’s population has been wiped out by a virus, and a malevolent, paranoid delusional, Machiavellian psychopath now occupies the highest throne on the planet, it’s good to do a little bit of Remembrance.

Even if it’s only ever filled with pain.

On this New Year’s Day – which was now little more than just another day – there was no celebrating; there was only remembering.

Maranatha. Come, Lord. 

Ξ          Ξ          Ξ

We’d been at Maple Park for three days now.  The flight from Dekalb had been terrifying; we lost four on the way.  The Guardians were definitely getting faster. Whether that was through software or hardware upgrades, or they may have even been new models, was anyone’s guess.  They had some kind of new scanners that could pick up if we were branded, whether they could see our necks clearly or not.  Awful.  Awful and unfair.  All we had now were our collective prayers for strength to patiently endure.

There was a nun here – the only one left at this church – and her name was Sister Theresa.  Saint Mary of the Assumption Catholic Church had lost everyone except for Sister Theresa, who silently kept up the grounds like a ghostly warden, providing shelter and praying for souls.  She did it at great risk to herself.  Half the church had been bombed right during a service.  It was amazing that any of it was still standing, though it was now a blackened, bombed-out, husk of its former brick glory.  All of the religious institutions like this one had, of course, been mapped out, and the Guardians may have some thermal imaging available to them; we weren’t sure. Thank God someone in their right mind had the prescience to build a bomb shelter below it.  That’s where we now lived and worked out of.

I guess Nero regarded a blackened and charred half-structure like this church – like all the churches – as fait accompli because he moved on and didn’t have them check here again.  For that, we were grateful.

Swifty sent us ahead of him, and then he and six other guys held off Nero’s Guardians until they could regroup and make a break for it.  That’s when we high-tailed it home, sticking to the crops and fields.  For whatever reason, Guardians weren’t good at picking out organic against organic.  If you were stuck somewhere in the metro, they had you.  All that signal bounced off the aluminum and metal, and they would zero you like you were in a 3D grid, and then they’d lock and load.  That’s why we steered clear of the big cities.  Chicago was uncomfortably close, at only an hour and a quarter away by car.  We were safer in the country.

When the eight of us finally made it back to Maple Park, our mouths were dry and our lungs were burning.

The goal was a bit far-fetched, if you ask me: to get to DeKalb Taylor Airport and see if we might be able to catch a flight further out west.  Maybe to Seattle, and then off to Hawaii.  Many said that was pointless: Nero’s arm had grown long indeed, and his reach was greater than any of us had ever known.  Others thought we should fly north and make for Canada.  The prime minister was either dead or in hiding, but maybe there would be some stout souls that would be willing to stand up to Nero, enforce whatever remained of international extradition policies, and provide us asylum, at least for a while.  Most everyone shook their head no matter the suggestion.  The Guardians were everywhere.  It didn’t really matter where you went; the Guardians were watching, which meant that Nero was watching. 

Hunter saved me.

Hunter Preston was my best friend. I’d known him since I was eleven.  Or twelve? There’s no more clear record since we’ve been on the move so much.  I have his back, and he has mine, and that’s the way of it.  I looked over at him now, sound asleep, twitching.  I stifled a chuckle, watching him; he’s always had that nervous tick, and it even comes out when he sleeps.

Hunter’s family was killed in a blast, just as mine was.  Except for Heather.  I heaved a sigh and thought back, shaking my head.  I didn’t want to, but I had to.  Trying to picture them in my mind was the only way to keep them alive, to keep me going.  I knew where mom and dad were; I knew where Heather was.  I knew.  They were with Jesus now.  With Jesus, basking in His warmth, while Hunter and I continued to fight it out down here in the dark and cold, Guardians always tailing us.

I closed my eyes and remembered. 

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11 . 4 . 2099  ∙  Des Moines IA

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“Keep up, Sage, honey, we’re almost there.”

“I’m hu-ungry,” I remember whining.

“I know, I know.  Almost there, sweet boy,” Mommy encouraged me again, and I went back to my FidgetBot, abandoning the notion of food for the moment.

My little feet trudged along next to her, holding her hand, as she carried Heather.  Daddy was feverishly filling out the form on the tablet he had been given.  For something called a ‘census,’ though I had no idea what that meant. All I knew was that so many people around us had died, and somebody called President Goodfellow had made a lot of promises that made Mommy and Daddy so very happy.

We lost Auntie Leah and Uncle Ethan to the sickness.   They died.  Daddy said they went to heaven.  A few of my classmates too, but I don’t know if they went to heaven or not.  Then they cancelled school altogether, starting with the youngest.  My preschool was one of the first to go.  They said something about little kids being ‘cesspools,’ and I didn’t know what that meant.  Mommy and Daddy didn’t talk about the virus with us much; every time the word came up, they just seemed to look at each other and take a big sigh while their eyes went wide, and they’d tell me it would be okay.

We were almost there.  It was nighttime, and a cold wind was wafting across the parking lot, with the occasional gust and chill.  There were a lot of people with us, filtering in and around us into the school auditorium, which was where I would have had my first assembly.  I barely remembered it from the few times we went to see Heather in a school musical performance.  I was too distracted to care, and it was too loud for me in there.  I remember really having to pee during one of those performances, and Daddy got kind of mad that I couldn’t hold it.  He had to take me to the potty and was telling me to hurry; he didn’t want to miss Heather singing.  That’s all I remember.

We walked right past the bathroom where Daddy had taken me to potty, and he took a big sigh and told Mommy “okay, I think I got it.”

“Yeah?” Mommy asked him back.  I looked up and watched them both talk quickly.

“Yep, basic stuff,” Daddy said, “address, DOB, social security, all that.  They asked about religion, too, which I thought was weird, but whatever.  I listed us as Christian.”  I remember he dropped his volume on the last line.

“Proud of it, baby,” Mommy said, smiling.  I glanced up at her quickly, remembering something she had said a few weeks ago about being careful who we tell that to. As I did so, my big sister raised her weary head off Mommy’s shoulder and yawned, looking around blearily and rubbing her eyes as she came to.

“Daddy, what’s religion mean?” I interrupted, not pulling my eyes away from my FidgetBot. 

“Oh, it just means who we worship, who we pray to, that kind of thing, kiddo.”

“You mean Jesus?” I asked him.

Daddy smiled and answered me almost before I said His name.  “Shhh, yes, punkin,’ that’s right,” he said, scooping me up and looking around cautiously.  “Thank you for being so patient.  We’re gonna head right home after this and get you a snack.  I know it’s late.”

“Late is right,” Mommy said.  “Why they needed this so urgently is beyond me.  Such a long drive.”

“Yeah, I don’t know,” Daddy said.  “But it’s November, ya know, turn of the century.  They’ve got a lot to get back up and running, and I bet they just wanna get all the info they can as quickly as they can in order to take care of everyone as best they can.”  They looked at each other just then.  “You have to remember this is the second major calamity of this century after the alien invasions in the forties, sweetheart.”

Aliens?” I asked in surprise, looking up, my mouth agape.

“That’s right, kiddo.  Scary.  Tell ya another time.”

“You’re right, I know,” Mom said, almost cheerily. “God forbid we need a third.  Everybody thought that was Armageddon.  Next it’ll be locusts or something,” Mommy snorted.

“With women’s hair!” Daddy teased back.

“Stop it,” she protested with a smile.  “This isn’t Revelation come to life, you know.”

“Mommy, what’s relevation?” I asked her while still playing on my FidgetBot.

Re-ve-la-tion,” she corrected, glancing down at me.  “It’s the last book in the Bible, punkin.  It’s about the end times.”

“That’s right,” Daddy replied.  “Anyway, they’re just trying to keep people safe.”

“From the sickness?” I asked him, still not taking my eyes off my toy.

He kissed the side of my head, and I wiped it off.

 “Yep, kiddo, from the sickness.”

I looked at him to say something, but then Daddy acknowledged someone who was talking to him and directing us over to a line.  Daddy nodded back and pointed at ourselves questioningly.  The man who was looking at him had a dark outfit on and a cap.  He blew a whistle and nodded, apparently instructing us to move over into the line.  It was getting colder.

Daddy carried me over into the line and lightly bobbed with me in his arms.  “Almost done, punkin.’ Almost done.  You’re doin’ great.”

“I want macaroni,” Heather breathed through a yawn.

“Me too,” I said coolly, back to my toy.

Before too long we went all the way through the line, following a bunch of other people.  It took way too long.  Daddy stopped with me in his arms before a woman who was seated at a table surrounded by other seated workers all around her assisting other families in line.  Beside each of them lay a long black device with a handle at the bottom and a translucent reddish cap on the end.  I remember I couldn’t help but think it was some kind of space gun.

“Hi folks.  Name?”

“Uh, Maddox?  Mark and Tracy Maddox.”

I watched the woman scan through her list.  “Here it is.  From Cedar Rapids?” she asked warmly, smiling.

Daddy nodded.  “Yes.”

“Hey, Cedar Rapids is where you grew up, Daddy!” I exclaimed joyfully.  “What does hail mean?”

The woman looked up at me with twinkling eyes and smiled. “That’s right, little one, good for you.  Is it just the four of you then?” she asked, dismissing my question. Daddy nodded again and Mommy said yes.  “And these are Sage and Heather; they’re your children?” she asked.

“Correct,” Daddy replied, and then squeezed me tighter to him, whispering, “It just means where you come from.”

“Daddy, I’m hungry again. Can we pleeease go back to the car? I want a snack!  And what’s that?” I asked, pointing.

“Shhh, just a second, punkin,” he said.

I growled at him, and I won’t forget that, because he looked at me angrily.  “Not now, kiddo.  Just wait, please.”

“Hmm, oh, this?” asked the woman with a rasp in her voice.  “This helps us to check if you’re all clear.”  She didn’t look at me; she just kept tapping on the tablet Daddy had been using, and then turned and grabbed some kind of packet of information and handed it to him and Mommy.

“Okay, got it.  Thanks for your patience, folks,” she said with a sidelong glance, “I know it’s cold, and it sounds like these cuties want some food.  It’ll be just one more second.  Let’s start with Daddy, okay?”

She stood up, creaking at the knees, and with a slight grunt, she lifted up the device that was sitting next to her on the table.  “It’ll feel hot for just a quick second, but I promise you no lasting damage will be done.  It’s just to check for the virus.”

I gasped.  “You mean the sickness?”

“Uh-huh, that’s right, sweetheart,” the elderly woman nodded and assured me.  “The virus gets into our brain stem and stays there, and it’s a bad one.  This little gizmo helps us see if it’s in there or not.  To see if Daddy’s a carrier.  Here, hon, turn around please,” she said to Daddy.

Daddy did so and showed her his neck.  She aimed the device at the base of his skull as I watched, curiously.  I glanced over at Mommy and Heather; they were watching too.  “Okay, Daddy’s clear, say yay, kids!”

“Yay!” Heather and I cheered.  “No sickness for Daddy!”

“That’s right!  Okay, and now Mommy’s next,” the woman said, directing her smile to my mother.

It took my mom the same amount of time.  She set Heather down, whirled around and pulled the back of her coat down, raising her snow hat at the same time, while the old woman raised her device.

“Guess what, looks like Mommy’s clear too!” said the woman, happily.  “Congratulations, folks.”

“Yay, Mommy!” I said, as my stomach growled.  I remember feeling a sigh of relief for both my parents as they were cleared.  I felt it again when both Heather and I were found to be clear as well.  The old lady said it would be ‘just a little zap.  Come to think of it, I don’t remember anyone in there being ‘found’ with the virus.  Everyone, seemingly, was clear.  I guess that was good news for all of us, although my neck itched and felt hot following my little ‘zap.’

By now I was famished and was about to throw my FidgetBot.  I needed a snack and was about to scream.

The lady put down her device and smiled at me, and I didn’t return the smile.  “These are your clearance papers; you’re in what’s now known as ‘Sector 8.’ Food vouchers, government stimulus claim form, and medical referral paperwork are all included. New job onboarding materials are in there as well.”  The mention of food made me scowl at her, but she didn’t notice.  “You’ll receive a call in two weeks from a case worker for both vaccine intake and ramp-up to the new health system.  Any questions?”

“Uh, no, that’s great, thanks,” Daddy said.  “Okay, punkin,’ guess what?”

“What?  And my name’s not punkin,” I growled.

“We’re going back to the car and going home! You want a snack now?”

I felt the heat in my face dissipate as a smile took over.  “Yay!  Yes, please, yes, please, yes, please, yes, please,” I replied in a sing-song, while teeter-tottering my head in excitement.

“Alright, folks, you’re all set,” the lady said with cheeks knotted into a warm smile.  “Nice to meet you and have a good night.  Next?”  She turned to the people just behind us in line.

“Bye, lady.  By the way, this is my FidgetBot,” I said, waving its arm toward her in goodbye.

“Bye, FidgetBot!” she said with a huge smile, leaning toward me as we walked through and then arced back toward the van.

Bye, FidgetBot.

Bye, lady.

We ended up saying goodbye to so many others. 

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1 . 1 . 2113  ∙  Maple Park IL 

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My eyes flashed open, and I sat up, scrutinizing the clock.

1:13 am.

I felt haggard and rubbed my eyes, sighing in discontent and lying back down with a yawn.

But the yawn wasn’t from fatigue; it was from nerves, just like a dog licks its lips and yawns when it’s nervous.

Nerves afire from treacherous memories.

Hunter yawned across from me in his bunk.

“Hey, you still up too?”

“Yep,” I confirmed.  “Memories.  You know how it is.”

He nodded silently through the dark, thinking to himself.  “Well, like Swifty says, it’s better if we remember together, right?  ‘Wherever two or more are gathered in His name, there He is in the midst of them,’ right?”

I sighed.  “Right.  Okay, let’s do it.”  I stuck a knuckle in my eye and sat up, yawning.  The concrete floor was icy cold for my bare feet.  I moved back toward the wall so my feet could elevate beyond the ledge of the bed. Hunter came over and sat next to me.

“That whole census had been one big setup,” I began.  “No one ever told me until a few years later, after the sentries came, after the churches had been blown up or smashed into, after everyone had been scattered, and I had been in more hideouts than you could shake a stick at.”

Hunter nodded.  His story was much of the same.

“The perfect setup,” he agreed.  “They told me later that President Goodfellow had held a press conference about the church bombings.  He denounced these ‘dastardly acts’ and said that they would not go unpunished. They told me that he even wept, if you can believe it.

“But then I learned the real truth,” he continued, “when they told me a few years later.  Goodfellow had been unmasked; it was all at his direction: all of it.  But by then he had quashed all opposition, and it was too late.

“Nero called it Directive 666, and they scoffed at the number and what it implied.  They questioned his motive.  The census had been nothing more than to locate all Christians.  Identify them and their families.  Find out where they lived.  And then hunt them down,” he finished sadly.

“And then hunt them down,” I echoed grimly. “The Cleansing.

“Yep.  The Cleansing,” he repeated.  “What a joke.”

“It had been launched to exterminate those whose religious views were unfavorable and non-conducive to world peace,” -here I employed my best tone of sardonic mockery- “so the leaflets said.  And my mom and dad, like so many, they walked blindly into it, and boom, I was an orphan a few months later.”

“Me too.”

“Dad had the good sense to hide me in the crawlspace of our home.  Heather wasn’t so lucky, as they looked in our attic and shot her onsite.  The branding on her neck told the Guardians everything they needed to know.”

“I barely remember my parents now,” Hunter said sadly, staring off into space.  I turned to him.  He had a thousand-yard stare.  It caused me to put on the same.  My brow furrowed, and I frowned.

“Me neither,” I said with a difficult lung-clearing.

We spoke no words for several minutes.

Hunter finally broke the silence.  “That branding,” he said, shaking his head and scoffing.  “It only took a few weeks for that indelible glowing mark to show up.  Dad noticed it on mom first, fresh out of the shower.  And then she checked him and saw the same thing.  They ran to me and checked me, and there was a lot of sobbing.  To their horror, it was then that they realized that they had been duped.  We all had.”

“Yep,” I agreed.  “A total con.  We hadn’t been scanned for VZV2 at all,” I said, rattling off the new variant of the Varicella-Zoster Virus.  “We were being branded like cattle without even knowing it.”  I looked around.  All the sleeping figures around us glowed amber at the backs of their necks.  The marks burnt into them had a latent nascency: eventually, they all revealed their hosts’ religion with a dim amber light, and the grim truth was simultaneously revealed.

I could practically hear him shaking his head in the dark.  “All I remember seeing was the glint of titanium and tungsten in the night, and those cold, amber eyes.  I remember hearing that whirr of the air through their rotors and the fast-moving treads crunching gravel and soot underneath as they wormed their way into our neighborhood – into every neighborhood, dude – and hunted down every man, woman, or child who professed the name of Jesus.”

“I remember running,” I told him.  “After they killed Heather.  I eventually found my way out of there and ran all the way across Indianola Avenue onto East Creston.  I knew I had to keep quiet, but I was only four, and the tears erupted into bursting sobs of incredulity as my little heart quaked.  I rounded a corner onto East Creston, and that’s when I saw that teenage girl standing there, face to face with a Guardian.  Cassie, I think they said her name was.  It was the first time I heard one of those machines ask the question.”

He scoffed again.  We mockingly said the foreboding words together.

Citizen, this is your final warning. Do you recant?

Recant,” I breathed scornfully, shaking my head.  “I didn’t even know what the word meant then.  But I knew what a bullet-riddled human looked and sounded like, and I witnessed it with my own eyes, as that girl shook her head and the machine fired away in a hammer-smash of bullets straight into her chest.  A thudding cacophony, man. Blood sprayed everywhere, and she fell to her knees as the Guardian finished her off.  She was a pile of meat.  Others watching took off.”

“Yeah, the Guardians were landlocked then, right?  They weren’t in the air, and that had been some saving grace.  But it was really only a matter of time before Nero began to think three-dimensionally. I think it was 2105 when we saw them for the first time over The Windy City,” he said.

“That’s why some of us were reluctant to try the airport; the risk of interception was too great in the air.”

He nodded, numbly scratching at an itch on his leg.

“Nero started deploying the AirGuard, and we found they could hover with some kind of advanced propulsion. That’s when he started calling himself that stupid nickname.”

“Prince of the Power of the Air,” we both mocked.

“Yeah,” Hunter agreed.  “I guess that’s what you get when you elect a delusional, psychopathic, techno-trillionaire into office who creates military-grade machinery and holds all the codes. To think he’d been building all of that to sell to the government.  They were too afraid of him to not sign the contract with NeroTech.

“But back then?” I jumped back to my own story.  “That little boy just crouched there, concealed in the bushes in a cloud of fear, staring out past the foliage at the dead girl.  My little corduroys were steaming with pee.  I trembled for my life, man, questioning every cracked twig around me.  It was hours before I moved again, and I could only stumble over to the next house as they took me in.  I passed that girl’s corpse.  She was turned on her side, and I could see the back of her neck.  Her mark was fading, cooling, because her body was losing heat as she lay dying.  She had professed the name of Christ, though.  Probably the victim of an informant.”

Informants,” he hissed venomously.

“Hey,” I said.  “Forgiveness.”

He rolled his eyes and sighed.  “I know.”

“Anyway, I was too young to understand any of it back then.  I understand all of it now.”

We didn’t say anything for a while.  I shook my head as I remembered that sweet elderly woman at the school during the census and ‘virus scan.’ That kind old woman had no idea she was part of it.  None of them did.  Nero used them like he had so many others.  It was all part of his master plan.  The woman wasn’t scanning us for the virus in the elementary school.  She was branding us with infrared, a mark that would eventually appear for all to see, and, in due course, be used to target us for elimination.

I took a deep breath.  “Isn’t it sick?  That virus was the perfect cover for a branding operation.  Those devices weren’t scanning for viruses already present; they were implanting a virus in us via infrared laser.  They were directly linked to the tablets that everyone filled out, my dad included.  He had told them we were Christians.  So, the device burnt an infrared mark into all four of us.”  I shook my head at the memory.  “All because my dad selected ‘Christian.’  The scanner was linked to the tablet; the tablet was linked to our religion.  My dad says we’re not Christian?  No mark for us. The family one aisle over at the census that said they were atheist?  No mark for them, either, and they’re most likely alive out there, presumably, subservient to Nero.”

Good for them, I thought blandly.

Hunter was quiet for a while.  At last he turned to me. “What would you say to him if you ever met him face to face?”

I smiled at my friend, but it felt fiendish. I thought of someday infiltrating his ranks, sneaking up to him, closer and closer. Like a jackal, gaining his trust and working my way in for the kill.

“You know what I’d say?”

“What?” Hunter asked me.

“I’d look him in the eye and say two things.  ‘There is a God, and you’re not him.’”

Hunter laughed abruptly, but his laughter faded as he regarded my stoic expression.  “But Hunt,” I said, “the sad truth is that I might do a lot more than that before I could even calm down to speak to him.”

My friend stared at me quizzically, but I knew that he knew what I meant. He’d expressed the same thing once or twice.  We would never sit down to a nice coffee with Nero; we would kill him.

He was the man who was solely responsible for the annihilation of Christians and the eradication of Christianity.

The man hunting all of us down as we speak.

The man whose crusade had always been to blame the virus, and all the world’s misfortunes since the dawn of time, on us.

The man who we now knew believed he truly was the Antichrist, and truly sought to usher in Armageddon.  ‘To call God out,’ he had said.  ‘Where is your God now?’ he challenged in his first address as Nero.

But Nero had no idea who God was, and he failed to recognize that God doesn’t work on man’s timeline.  God works on God’s timeline.

I slowly ripped off my choker and could see the wall splash in faint orange behind me in the dim light of the bunker.  My mark was glowing, like all ours did.  It helped the enemy to target us better, and I’d had it since I was four.  I’d learned to live with it.  And to cover it up.

I wondered if one day we would be equally as sinister in The Defiance.  I wondered if we could be that cold and heartless as we struck back.

I wondered if I could be a sheep in a wolf’s clothing.



ABOUT THE AUTHOR:

Award-winning and bestselling author Aaron Ryan lives in Washington with his wife and two sons, along with Macy the dog, Winston the cat, and Merry & Pippin, the finches.

He is the author of the bestselling "Dissonance" 6-book alien invasion saga, the post-apocalyptic Christian fiction saga "The End," the sci-fi thrillers "Forecast" and "The Slide," the children's picture books "The Ring of Truth," "The Sword of Joy" and "The Book of Power," the business reference business books "How to Successfully Self-Publish & Promote Your Self-Published Book" and "The Superhero Anomaly", 6 business books on voiceovers penned under his former stage name (Joshua Alexander), as well as a previous fictional novel, "The Omega Room."

When he was in second grade, he was tasked with writing a creative assignment: a fictional book. And thus, "The Electric Boy" was born: a simple novella full of intrigue, fantasy, and 7-year-old wits that electrified Aaron's desire to write. From that point forward, Aaron evolved into a creative soul that desired to create.

He enjoys the arts, media, music, performing, poetry, and being a daddy. In his lifetime he has been an author, voiceover artist, wedding videographer, stage performer, musician, producer, rock/pop artist, executive assistant, service manager, paperboy, CSR, poet, tech support, worship leader, and more. The diversity of his life experiences gives him a unique approach to business, life, ministry, faith, and entertainment.

Aaron's favorite author by far is J.R.R. Tolkien, but he also enjoys Suzanne Collins, James S.A. Corey, Michael Crichton, Marie Lu, Madeleine L'Engle, John Grisham, Tom Clancy, Tim Lebbon, Christopher Golden, C.S. Lewis, Stephen King and Dave Barry.

Aaron has always had a passion for storytelling.

Visit the Dissonance saga website at https://www.dissonancetheseries.com or The End saga website at https://thisisnottheend.com.


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